5th JAN - 2021

 Fresh Beginning , New Start and Positivity.

  Finally, don't even recollect when I last penned down my thoughts. Year 2020 has been an unprecented year in all aspects. Human emotions came to the forefront during lockdown. Home cooked food,  made by your loved ones, spending more family time and breathing fresh air were some of the pros. Ofcourse, there were lots of downsides and do not want to list them down as this blog is all about Positivity and The Power of Never GIVE UP attitude , even if life seems a struggle each day. 

 From my little understanding of Life , what I understand is each person is actually looking for Peace of the Mind and heart via various forms. It can be in the form of drugs, alcohol, love, career etc...they are all trying to prove a point. Cause lies somewhere and action is manifested in a different place. This is something for the psychologist to investigate more . But this is just my sixth sense blurting out what I have sensed. 

Also, my perpetual search for what I am meant to do this lifetime have found an answer ie Live Life each day as it were your last....you never know would you be awake the very next day. 

No matter what situation you are in, you can always find a solution to it. True, heart breaks and relationship issues takes longer for people to evolve out of and they try various forms of alcohol to wander off their minds. But that is just momentary pleasure. Instead its better to use that time to find your inner 'Ikkigai' or hobby and focus your time on that. Remember TIME HEALS EVERYTHING.

Signing off for now. Remember humans are on rent on PLANET EARTH and there is nothing permanent. We just evolve with time 

Princess Preeti :)

After An Apostrophe !

Hi,
   So it seems I am penning down something nearly after 16 months which is a very long duration. One of my close friends cum colleague gifted me a diary for my birthday so that I can start writing again :).. And also to save my mind from information overload ..ha ha ha :D..

Last few weeks have been really awesome for me. Seems like my old happy days are coming back...

All started with a very touchy appreciation email in office. And as we say, one good omen is the beginning of a chain of goodness. So things starts falling in place one after the other. My hostel friends planned a visit to Mumbai after nearly three fourth of a decade to meet me . To top it all, my sister also came during the same duration. Had an awesome birthday celebration and lived life king size for some days ...

Nowadays , I keep my spirits up...mood happy and try not to get influenced by negative forces around. Also, try to spread happiness around and make my friends smile as well. Constant thought of watching the latest "Minion" movie is running in the background subconscious process of my mind. But I don't have company at the moment ! The only way is to try convincing mom to come alongwith me ..

Though I haven't understood my quest for the purpose of life, I have started living in the moment. Perpetual search is on for what I am meant to do this lifetime till I find an answer.

At the moment, I just want to explore and travel . Hopefully would be able to do this slowly and steadily. Would cover one destination each year. By my own estimates, 19 more years is my anticipated life expectancy .  I would be able to cover 19 destinations . Will take mom and brother as well which would be double joy :).

I have become lazier than before and fatter too ;). Seems too much happiness has its side effects as well...ha ha ha :D...

Signing off now,,, write later...hope to keep up my tempo...



Princess Preeti :) 

Sweetness.

29th Nov 2005.

Sometimes life is a dream
Life is sometimes gloomy.
You dont know what is real
And what is actually dreary,

At each juncture of life
Priorities become different.
At one stage it was friends
Today it is career,
Five years down the line
Things will again change .

It may be your husband or maybe your children.
But one thing that remains is your parents.

Parents are a different totally separate entity.
Different from all relationships.
Different from everybody,
Each relationship that exists today
Is a give and take deal.
Everything you experience has a return "TAG" with it.

People are running, running after money.
Real happiness cant be found any.

Its binding of hearts that invisible cord, which connects heart to heart.
And that is the ultimate destiny.
But if this is realised in deathbed .
You waste your entire life , pursuing something else.
We came alone in world and depart alone from here .
The only thing remains is the sweetness that we shared.

Just me

Whenever I am angry , Whenever I am bored.
Whenever I am crying, Whenever I am all alone.
I think of you . It makes me smile.
Thinking that in this big world
I have someone mine.

I have someone with whom I can share.
Whatever is inside, I can pour it out there.
It makes me feel easy within.
As if my problems will now settle in.
I have nothing as precious as you.

The day you leave me , I will not be there.
Physically here but mentally somewhere.
Somewhere in my past days , I will find you and stay there
My life will also stop there.
 Thinking of leaving me ? Never dare.

My best friend , my philosopher and guide
I really owe you my everything.
I have nothing to give you.

You patiently listen to whatever I say.
Whether I am right ,whether I am wrong.
You only make me calm down and return to myself.

You are my pricest possession
Which I will share with  no one.
You are always mine and cant share you with anyone else :).

Journey of memories.

Memories keep flashing back , glancing through the photographs.
Days of innocence, days of freedom .
When everything was perfect and life was joy.

Those watery eyes while going to school.
Home work always incomplete.
And there were numerous excuses to give.

Either " Mam I fell down" or " Mam I was not well ".
Sometimes start crying there , she would herself feel she was unfair.

Then came the next standard , A new classroom again .
This time friends were made and school was joy.
Then life was rosy and move to next standard again.
A year passed by and then one year again and again..

Then after certain years , Realization dawned,
All this was not so simple. You had to face much more.
The world out there is not awaiting with open arms,
Each step is a decision. A decision you cant retrace back.

Then came standard X , the rosiest part of school life.
It was last year at school, And all teachers were a delight.
Farewell arrived and we know not how we would leave.
Because no one knew how time would fly by.

But gradually and slowly the reality was accepted.
All friends departed with great promises.
Never to leave each other apart.

Entered new schools and moved to new classrooms.
Everything seemed so different , nothing close to heart.
Made new friends but with none that intimacy remained.
School friends are different, you grow up with them.
But casually this period too passed away.

It was end of twelfth and we were delighted to utmost joy.
No tears this time , no promises made.
Everything was very formal, and on the surface.

Then slowly and steadily life took a drastic turn.
This time destiny had some different plans at hand.
Sent me away from my family and friends.
Came to a different city , faced everything anew.

Built up my small castle , again fresh and new .
Learnt many things , faced life single handedly.
With no support of parents this time at each and every step.
Saw life first hand and learnt a lot.

Now time has come to close this chapter too.
Its end of my stay here .
Time is nearing , just six more months left.
Then all remains is memories and nothing else.

Now time is nearing to face the big world.
The world awaiting there is not a cakewalk.
Each step is a decision you cant retrace back.

Life and Technology.

Life came on with simplicity
Technology arrived with complexity.
Life endowed us with emotions.
Technology gave us the mechanisms.

Life moves further to accomplish a vision.
Technology progresses to prove the reason.
Life flows on with serenity
Technology moves with vivacity.

Life poses us with questions.
Technology has definite answers.
Life's thought can meander
Technology never surrenders.

Life matures with experience.
Technology matures with practice.
Life has its definite end which mortals lament.
Technology surges forward because there is no end.

Still life is precious.
Precious because it is the creator .
Creator of technology .
So life with its alacrity
Created this very technology.
Hence we cannot waste life for the betterment of technology.

Dreams

7th August 2004.

Dreams are what ? Illusions ? Fantasy ? Mirages ?  We run after it with great enthusiasm and intensity.

Most of the times what we achieve is a speck. 

A speck is a very tiny dot but still it is better than complete emptiness surrounding you. A dream can be fulfilled or not depends on the way you view it. Everything in this world can be made possible if we can enthuse the divine power within each individual.

Lets progress further. What is unthinkable is unreachable. If but our minds cant perceive the thought then how will the physical body move towards achieving it. Hence always be positive in your approach.

I may not be the brightest star

But can always be a speck , spreading its rays everywhere.

I may not be the biggest ocean 

But can always be a small stream , quenching the thirst of the few.

I may not be the biggest roof 

But can always be a small tree , providing shelter for a few,

And so I may not be the greatest legend.

But can always maintain my own individuality, achieving the desired little.

Inspiring others who come along the way

Giving the world its due.

Because everything starts in a small way 

To ultimately cover the entire vastness that lay in front of you.