Anomalies .
Life itself is the biggest anomaly :)
Its been years that I penned down something. Don't know the free flow in writing which was there earlier seems to be evading slowly. Nowadays, I have stopped thinking about anything. Just taking life as each day passes. Trying to live each day as nicely as I can .
You know what I have learned certain things. No situation and circumstance in life is such that we cant manage.
In fact when we fight them , we fight our fears outright and emerge a stronger person.
That in turn inculcates a new zeal and freshness in life. It helps to grow and look forward.
Do you remember how my world came crashing down some one and a half year back. It was like I have met with such an accident that i will never be able to get up and walk. Felt like literal accident would have been better than suffer the mental agony.
Still remember how i went to Chennai with no aim and direction . dint know what was going on. Dint know whats my status .
Lost all my emotions for anyone for that matter. Just dint know whether human is for humanity , emotions. What should I do next ? Just concentrated on the work at hand. Did my best to focus my energy on the work at hand.
Now that chapter of life is closed as well. Left Chennai and landed in Mumbai. New Branding, New domain, New Job Role. Everything renewed :). Just that I could renew myself as well ...
Its been nearly 3 months now that I am in this organization. Things are settling down slowly.
Met one of my close friends. Somehow i realized that there is an emptiness and vacuum in my life which cannot be filled . I am happy with everything. But the warm clasping of hands of a stranger and trusting him completely is something which no wealth in the world can buy. It just makes you complete. It gives you peace within that you are precious still..
The last weekend has simply been two amazing days of my life. I know life will have much more better and peaceful days . But no worries even if it does not , i can always relive the warmth of these days in my memories. As they say, no matter how short it is but be happy that you have lived it most happily.
Signing off. As I said , its just the start of my writing process again. Someone did tell me that write about not being able to write . write about the mental block, missing emotion, emptiness and the void inspiration. write about the fear and the happiness. Write about peace and war. Write about anything under the sun which your heart and soul likes or hates . But do not procrastinate :) . Start somewhere . Start Again. Start fresh .
On Shivaratri day hence wishing myself as well as anyone reading this a Happy Mahashivaratri.
Life itself is the biggest anomaly :)
Its been years that I penned down something. Don't know the free flow in writing which was there earlier seems to be evading slowly. Nowadays, I have stopped thinking about anything. Just taking life as each day passes. Trying to live each day as nicely as I can .
You know what I have learned certain things. No situation and circumstance in life is such that we cant manage.
In fact when we fight them , we fight our fears outright and emerge a stronger person.
That in turn inculcates a new zeal and freshness in life. It helps to grow and look forward.
Do you remember how my world came crashing down some one and a half year back. It was like I have met with such an accident that i will never be able to get up and walk. Felt like literal accident would have been better than suffer the mental agony.
Still remember how i went to Chennai with no aim and direction . dint know what was going on. Dint know whats my status .
Lost all my emotions for anyone for that matter. Just dint know whether human is for humanity , emotions. What should I do next ? Just concentrated on the work at hand. Did my best to focus my energy on the work at hand.
Now that chapter of life is closed as well. Left Chennai and landed in Mumbai. New Branding, New domain, New Job Role. Everything renewed :). Just that I could renew myself as well ...
Its been nearly 3 months now that I am in this organization. Things are settling down slowly.
Met one of my close friends. Somehow i realized that there is an emptiness and vacuum in my life which cannot be filled . I am happy with everything. But the warm clasping of hands of a stranger and trusting him completely is something which no wealth in the world can buy. It just makes you complete. It gives you peace within that you are precious still..
The last weekend has simply been two amazing days of my life. I know life will have much more better and peaceful days . But no worries even if it does not , i can always relive the warmth of these days in my memories. As they say, no matter how short it is but be happy that you have lived it most happily.
Signing off. As I said , its just the start of my writing process again. Someone did tell me that write about not being able to write . write about the mental block, missing emotion, emptiness and the void inspiration. write about the fear and the happiness. Write about peace and war. Write about anything under the sun which your heart and soul likes or hates . But do not procrastinate :) . Start somewhere . Start Again. Start fresh .
On Shivaratri day hence wishing myself as well as anyone reading this a Happy Mahashivaratri.
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